abhi / अभि

notes from a corner

i write because i have to, not because i want to connect. when thoughts pile up and won't stay quiet, they end up here.

if you read them, fine. if you don't, also fine.

recent thoughts

The same moon

poem2025-10-072 min

A tender correspondence across distance, asking whether the moon keeps the same face for different shores—paper boats of doubt, shared light, and one address for every kind of night.

tags:poem, distance, moon, connection, longing, night

Bring In the Plants

poem2025-09-213 min

A tender, steel-spined love poem that trades fantasy for upkeep: weather reports and warmed soup, chipped mugs and hard apologies, a lighthouse bulb replaced by trembling hands. Bring In the Plants is about choosing each other through storms and Tuesdays alike—turning forecast into care.

tags:poem, love, weather, marriage, repair, vulnerability

qeemat

nazm2025-09-091 min

For two days the youth rose against corruption and a blackout of their voices; the state fired live rounds, nineteen fell—children, classmates, chest and head shots. Today the regime crumbled, but as victory neared, opportunists hijacked the streets, turned grief into arson, and left a hollowed nation asking: what price this blood?

tags:nazm, urdu, hindi, protest, state-violence, youth, nepal, grief, politics

gham

sher2025-08-151 min

Estrangement in the world, sorrow in love, and within love, the self lost.

tags:sher, urdu, love, alienation, ghazal

The Glass Between

poem2025-07-074 min

I stand before the glass and see the man who's supposed to be me. A haunting exploration of self-reflection, identity, and the tension between who we think we are and who we actually are.

tags:poetry, self-reflection, identity, mirrors, truth